At this temporary moment

While Explosion by Ellie Goulding playing in my ears, my head and my heart, the urge to break down is getting stronger and stronger, every moment.

What am I missing here.

I feel so alone, so depressed and so drained out all the time.
I feel so LOST.

I decided to just head out after being cooped up in the room for so long, and yet I can't find the reason to be happy, to be joyful about. I love being with my friends, but I'm so tired of talking, smiling, laughing, everything.

How did I got to this, why?

A told me to pray, I can't, I don't know why, I'm so stuck in this status quot. I can't bring myself to be free.

When can I redeem myself.

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